Thank You :3

Past few months I was very down because of my "BEST" friend ignored me.
I asked my friend were them hate me?
She said don't know and told me I was tell the opposite things what they said...
and she don't know who is the truth... (I know she is believe them more then me.)

Unfortunately, today I heard something talk bad about me again.
I am getting hurt again... (heart bleeding)
I don't know why they said like that...
This was the first time I experienced what was the feeling
I don't want this kind of thing happen again (perhaps it won't happen again)

Thank you,
you let me know I don't have you and I am still have a lot of friend who is caring, loving me.

I remember one person told me that I am very brave, and I was not responded.
Now I can tell you why I need to be brave
" I did not want to brave, but I do not have a reliable shoulder. Even id I am timid and I must masquerade as I am brave. "

                                             wrote by:

Vivian Fan

Untitled

Now I'm very crazy about Big Bang
when people talk about Big Bang I will very ge poh
because I want know what they are talking about my Big Bang~ <3
So...
My blog' songs now almost all is Big Bang songs~~:P

Hahaaa....(fake laugh)
I'm very upset about my friendship...
Suddenly, they don't care about you
Suddenly, they don't chat with you
Suddenly, they change their direction
Suddenly...
It is so many suddenly for me...
until now I still can't accept all this things
Am I sad?
Yes, of course I'm sad... How can I don't sad about that?
Tell me how can?
I just can keep it in my deep part from my heart
when I can't tolerate, I will call my best friend-------RENE LAW
She tell me what can I do, what should I do...
After I chatted with her, I relaxed...
Sometimes I feel sad and I want to cry, but in school only feel that sadness
I cant cry without reason...
I didn't cry, my eyes and nose just dye some red colour only....
When I want ask the reason, I'll imaging some answer if is not I want, so what should I do?
I'm too afraid to face the problems, I scare I'll cry in front all of you...

Big Bang's songs can comfort me when I am sad
Big Bang can let me move from sadness for awhile
Big Bang will not leave me alone
Big Bang will not hurt me
Big Bang will always be my side, because they will never left they VIP in the sadness!!!

Za,
Thank you for let me know Big Bang, our 5 precious diamonds<3
They help me a lot, when I'm sad...
:')

Yes, my English is bad. But I will try my best, when I have language mistakes, just tell me
I will change....


This is my 5 hushand <3
:3

 G-Dragon , Kwon Jiyong 

 T.O.P , Choi Seunghyun

Taeyang , Dong Yongbae

Seungri , Lee Seunghyun

Daesung , Kang Daesung

My 5 handsome and cute husband<3

Big Bang always 5 people, if change member or lost a member

It's not BIG BANG 

wrote by:

Vivian Fan

nothing to write...

hello~
(hemhem....)
long time no "see":D
how are you guys?

 jiang jiang jiang jiang~!
"my" new camera
Canon s100
it take photo nice and very easy to use...


actually I don't know what I gonna to write now-.-

Now I am watching a drama call "I love you so much" "粉爱粉爱你"
This drama is quite funny and it was made me cried....
I like the heroine, she is soo cute~
and I want the love shape brush ,diamond brush and the heroine's purse...
who can buy for me?? : /
( I want it>< )






wrote by :

Vivian Fan

Hello To Myself Lyrics

English


Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter
Where are you - how close are you
To the dream that I wanted so bad?

Here, I'm still falling and crying again
I'm hurt and tired and have no strength to get up
But you would probably see me and smile

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you comfort me, saying don't cry?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you tell me that I can do it?
Hello hello - don't cry - Hello hello - get up

How are you - how is it to fulfill your dream?
Doesn't it hurt when you pinch yourself?
Or is it sometimes boring because it's become a normal routine for you?
If you ever get lonely and tired, will you remember me, who used to dream here?

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you be happy to the point where your heart overflows?
Hello hello, smile - Hello hello, just like that

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you not forget me, who used to dream?

Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter




华语


Hello 现在是2012年2月，是很冷的冬天
Where are you 距离你的梦想，是否已经到了触手可及之处?
我依然在跌倒、哭泣、受了伤又感到疲倦，甚至连起身的力气也消失了
而你，正看着我嘲笑我吧

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你安慰我，不要哭了
Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你告诉我，我做得到
Hello , hello 不要哭 - Hello , hello 快起来

How are you 怎么样? 实现梦想之后，是不是真的连捏自己都不会痛了?
也许，对于现在的你来说，一成不变得像是让人厌倦的日常生活
当你感到孤单的时候，是否也会想起在这里做着梦的我?

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你微笑着想着这里的我
Hello to myself , hello to myself 让心里满满地都是幸福
Hello , hello 笑吧 - Hello , hello 就这样

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你微笑着想着这里的我
Hello to myself , hello to myself 让心里满满地都是幸福

Hello 现在是2012年2月，是很冷的冬天



wrote by :

Vivian Fan

Tay Kewei - "Fallin" MV [HD]

This song is nice:)

To Anna Ng ♥

我知道你的生日快到了
所以我就写一篇关于你的文章...

爱龄，
生日快乐
我好庆幸你妈咪会在1998年3月23日的这一天把你生下
因为要不是有你的爸爸和妈咪
我们都不可能会认识彼此。

我们总爱
发大小姐的脾气
吵架
说人坏话
一起逛街
聊聊是非
向对方哭诉

我们不喜欢三个人一起逛街，因为我们两个都会忽略掉另外一个人
我们讨厌做作的人

我们有共同的梦想:-
婚纱设计师

我们在信息的时候，总爱用肉麻的字称呼对方。
我们在讲电话的时候，我总是不舍得盖电话，因为我们总有讲不完的话题。
我们约定了每一年的生日，我们都要一起度过。

宝贝，生日快乐:)
好高兴你在1998年的3月23日出生噢 ^^(Y)
我国的人口超过2800000（2800万）
我们要在2800000（2800万）里认识到彼此的机率是非常非常少的
现在我们不但认识了彼此
我们还当了最要好最要好的朋友
还有
更珍贵的是我们认识超过7年了。
让我们一起携手打破目前的纪录吧:D
加油! ♥



















可爱、漂亮的我们 : 3 (perasan)






wrote by :

Vivian Fan

Some sentence that I like most

1. Knowledge cannot replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot then lose you.


2. Every person need a friend to make them laugh when they think they will never smile again.


3. True friend like diamond, it's very precious and rare; False friend like leaves, it's can found everywhere.


4. Life like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.


5. Real girls aren't perfect; Perfect girls aren't real.


6. Sometimes when I push you away, it's because I need you to pull me closer.


7. Lies will always be bitter in the end, no matter how sweet you made it at the beginning.


8. I will be strong enough to make you feel bad.


9. If you don't ask, the answer will always be NO.


10. If you hate me, you're the loser, not me.


11. Nobody is rich enough to buy back their own past.


12. Tears are the silent language of grief.


13. We don't have the choice to choose where we came from, but we can choose where we go to.


14. Learning is a gift. Even when pain is your teacher.


15. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the 
imperfection.


16. What other people think of you is none of your business.


17. If you do not learn to think when you are young, you may never learn.


18. There is not such thing as darkness; only a failure to see.


19. Miracle sometimes occur, but one has to work terribly for theme.


20.Earth the reason why is round, because god wants those who get lost or lost to re-encounter. 













wrote by :

Vivian Fan

My new toy ♥

Nahhh! This was my new toy!
haha, im so happy!

these was what i did:P

wrote by :

Vivian Fan

我♥你!!!

我喜欢跟小学朋友讲我的心事
毕竟我们都认识了那么多年
他们了解我是个怎样的人=.=

跟他们讲话时
我觉得最轻松了
不必顾及那么多东西...

Anna Ng, Rene Law I love youxD
谢谢你们常听我说有的没的
有时还会跟我讲一大堆道理
解开我所有的问题
（感动)T^T
我最开心是有一堆
听我诉的兄弟姐妹:D
Thank You!!!><






wrote by :

Vivian Fan

好期待♥

哇!
我好期待我的mini instax 25 的到来哦
它将会是我的新玩具:P
哈哈
不知道它几时才来我的怀抱:3

PS: 享受人生才是真正的王道! （这是我说的噢xDD）
      Rene Law 曾经说过 “人生就是将...不是哭就是笑”
      所以要笑着过你们的人生噢
      不要老了才后悔嗯:)

晚安:)




wrote by :

Vivian Fan

to the person who is "SAM BA"!!!

"不要做出对不起朋友的事?"
what you mean?
please dont simply scold people
without know every things!
you will hurt the person who is innocent!



wrote by :

Vivian Fan

F.T lsland

ARHHH!!! (scream)
this Saturday i'm going to F.T Island concert!!
OMG!
i'm so happy!!!
because i get rock zone ticket!!! ahh(scream again)
haha
i'll post the photos (if i remember to bring my camera)
llala~~~







bye~<3


wrote by :

Vivian Fan

微笑吧:)

Merry Christmas!!

Happy Christmas Eve:D

i were celebrating christmas v my family and my sis's friends...

let us enjoy the photos...

 eating the delicious food

cake made by my brother in law

 these is what we get after exchange the present...

  

thennnn

here is my new photo xDD

haha

Boey said this picture c dou me very slimxDD

sooo happpyyy hahah...

updatee soonn~

bye

P.S.
i have some photo haven upload yett...

wrote by :

Vivian Fan

Anna Ng ♥™

Today i write about my best friend --- Anna Ng

I knew she when I am 7 years old
we do everything together
play, go to washroom, eat...
I cant remember her face when she is 7 years old
but I remember when she is 12 years old
because we study in a same class

in 2010
she is a very funny, some time very annoyed and easy to get angry
we like to play with boys
because play with boys are better than play with girls
girls is very easy to get angry or cry
we also like to shopping
when we go to shopping I bought somethings more than her!
——————————————————————————
我还记得去年
我们冷战了3个月多
男生, rene和我一帮
女生和她一帮
每当anna传纸条给我的时候
我会只看一下
然后接下来的都是坐我隔壁的男生看和传回给她( almost la )
then after 3 months some thing
she say we be friend again dont cold-war jor very sien
then then then
we 好回 jor lo :P





wrote by :

Vivian Fan

♥™

他和她是大学同学，也是一对恋人，是让同学们很羡慕的一对儿。他们很相爱，那时候他很穷，手上也没几个钱，她最喜欢吃苹果，他就跑市场上给她买让虫咬的苹果，被虫咬的苹果很便宜。苹果上布满虫子咬过的小窟窿，像长满了可爱的小眼睛。他也想买好的，但好的太贵了。

　　当他把让虫咬的苹果送到她跟前的时候，她很生气，认为他也太小气了，买这么孬的苹果，让她在同学面前没有面子。他笑着说，带虫眼的苹果没打农药，说着，就拿把水果刀把那些虫眼全部仔细地挖掉。然后，他开始削苹果皮，削得很认真很执著。她看得愣住了，因他竟然能把苹果皮削得很长，薄得像面片，一直削到最后都没断开。当他把一个削好的给她时，根本就看不出来苹果让虫咬过，苹果都像脱了一层外衣一样。

　　后来，她渐渐地迷恋上了让他削苹果．因她喜欢看他削苹果的样子，像是在制作一件艺术品。一次学校搞文艺活动，他给同学们表演了削苹果。当他把一条薄薄长长的苹果皮拉开的时候．全场的同学们都惊愕住了。同学们向他提出疑问，为什么能把一个苹果削这么好？他简单地回答：用心和爱去削。全场的同学立即爆出热烈的掌声。

　　后来，他们大学毕业了。两人为了留在这座美丽的城市里，拼命地找工作，很快都找到了合适的工作。那时候他在为事业拼搏，很劳累很繁忙，他陪她的时间自然就少了，只有晚上才有机会聚在租来的小屋里。晚上，他总是一头就躺在了床上，很疲惫的样子。她让他削个苹果，他苦笑着说：我明天还要上班呢！睡吧！她感觉他不怎么爱她了，就常常回忆起大学的时光，回忆起他给她削苹果的情景。她有了一种空空荡荡的感觉，怪怪的。

　　他很快在公司里发展起来，每天都有很多的业务，日子过得忙忙碌碌。有时他也出差，去很远的城市，一连几天不回来。他不在的日子，她有点寂寞和失落。这个时候，她的上司走近了她。上司是一个成熟稳健的中年男人，他的魅力把她吸引了。上司常常给她买很多的苹果，都是非常好的那种，没有虫眼，皮很光滑，也不需要削。她感动了，终于在一次偶然的机会，她出轨了。事后，她感觉自己对不起他，懊悔不已，恨自己不该这么冲动。

　　他出差回来，她把自己的不忠告诉了他。她想好了，他要是不肯原谅她，就和他分手，因她不想再欺骗他的感情。他知道了这件事情，沉默了半晌说：“我给你削个苹果吧！”他拿了一个满是虫眼的苹果开始削，先仔细地把虫眼一个个挖去，然后开始削皮。她看着他削苹果，想到了初恋，想到了校园，想到了和他在一起的美好日子。更让她想不到的是，他给苹果削皮依然是那么熟练那么专注，当他把一个削好的苹果递给她时，说：“我们不能因为苹果有了一个小小的虫眼，就把它扔掉，那样的话，就太可惜了啊！一个果实毕竟经历了开花、授粉，才有了这个果实，不容易！我们尽快削掉虫眼，依然可以吃。

　　她流泪了，她知道，这个带虫眼的苹果就是他们的爱情。

转载至：oreo queen

expectance ♥™

i am looking forward to go Rene's house!!
i want go thr overnight
chat , play, take photo...

Rene Law
i wrote a essay about my friend ( not really is a essay, it is my oral text essay la. very very short)

"Good afternoon sir, today I would like to share about my friend.
    She is my best friend. Her name is Rene Law, her age is same as me. Her character is very funny and friendly.
She know everything about me; even my secrets. I can't keep anything from her! She is the person that help me when I am down.
    She's a friend that I could and will never forget. At the same time, we always think the same thing or have same idea. We also help each other with homework, friends or family problems.
    Our friendship is strong. She also know al my expressions when i am hyper, annoyed, sad or happy. She is very precious, just like my heart."

nahhh...
Rene Law
i know i very goodxDD
you make some dessert for me ok dxD






wrote by :

Vivian Fan

Dessert!!

I want to eat dessert!!!
who can buy or make it for me? T.T
I really want to eat la:'(
(sad)

if I have my own bakery
I mesti eat dessert everyday until be a "fei po"
blablabla.....bububuuuu......

money money money
come mami here~~
I miss you money:'(
when you want to come back??


Anna Ng
happy la you
knew a new friend
when you want "gai xiu" she to me?
I need new friend tooxDD
remember our promise...(...)



arrrhhhhh...!
boring=.=
help me!
please take me back to your house play~~~(rene , anna)






wrote by :

Vivian Fan

提拉米苏的意思:)

提拉米苏（Tiramisu）是意大利的甜点经典，据说吃了美味的提拉米苏之后，会幸福得飘飘然、宛如登上仙境。而在意大利的传说中，Tiramisu最早起源于士兵上战场前，心急如焚的爱人因为没有时间烤制精美的蛋糕，只好手忙脚乱地胡乱混合了鸡蛋可可粉蛋糕条做成粗陋速成的点心，再满头大汗地送到士兵的手中，她挂着汗珠，闪着泪光递上的食物虽然简单，却甘香馥郁，满怀着深深的爱意。因而提拉米苏的其中一个含义是“记住我”。 
其实，不需要用什么来表达，都不可能忘记。怎么能忘，又怎么会忘？哪怕喝下了让人迷失的“醉生梦死”，那唇齿游动间，醇厚绵密的提拉米苏余香也会提醒，在一个地方，有那么一个女孩，彻夜赶制的那一份爱的Tiramisu。 
不过一会，提拉米苏拿上来了，果然优美极至，沈宏非在《甜点》里赞叹道“它以Espresso的苦、蛋与糖的润、甜酒的醇、巧克力的馥郁、手指饼干的绵密、乳酪和鲜奶油的稠香、可可粉的干爽”，冲击着视觉把其所能唤起的种种错综复杂的体验交缠着演绎，让人的想象如天花乱坠。 
然而首先吸引我的不是它外貌绚丽、姿态娇媚，也不是它缠绵的传说，而是它的另外的一个更广为人知的意思。 
提拉米苏，带我走。 
美味始终会过去，“带我走”的含义，特别让人感怀。什么人可以带我走？带我走之后是天堂还是地狱？还是一辈子的不后悔？“带我走”就像一个赌注，诱惑着赌徒用感情作赌注；“带我走”更像是一课毒草，引诱着相信童话的人放纵情感。在恋爱行星里，那个渴望爱情的女孩将Tiramisu称为“爱情的滋味”，不厌其烦地细细打着蛋，轻轻搅拌着起司，最后在十几个小时的冰冻酝酿后才小心翼翼地品尝着这希望与甜蜜交织的爱情的味道。

Olivia Ong - Ready for love

Ready For Love

作詞：徐旻鈴
作曲：鄭楠

可能是電梯裡面 他撞翻我的Latte
聽他道歉半個月 還聽不厭
又或許關係遙遠 是朋友朋友的同學
躲雨碰見後再陸續 躲進電影院

要擦過多少肩 才冒出三丈粉紅火焰 Oh ~
我等待我淪陷 某個時間人物和地點

Oh I'm
Ready For Love 憑直覺預感
心開出花瓣 就值得培養灌溉
Ready For Love 趁未來未來
打動我靈魂 牽手去瀏覽

Ba… 準備 被理智出賣
Ba… 趕快 被浪漫打敗


他愛不愛逛書店 對心理學涉不涉獵
懂不懂應付我偶爾 無害的善變
要擦過多少肩 才冒出三丈粉紅火焰 Oh ~
我等待我淪陷 某個時間人物和地點

Oh I'm
Ready For Love 憑直覺預感
心開出花瓣 就值得培養灌溉
Ready For Love 趁未來未來
打動我靈魂 牽手去瀏覽

Ba… 準備 被理智出賣
Ba… 趕快 被浪漫打敗
Ba… 準備 被理智出賣
Ba… 趕快 被浪漫打敗