Thank You :3

Past few months I was very down because of my "BEST" friend ignored me.
I asked my friend were them hate me?
She said don't know and told me I was tell the opposite things what they said...
and she don't know who is the truth... (I know she is believe them more then me.)

Unfortunately, today I heard something talk bad about me again.
I am getting hurt again... (heart bleeding)
I don't know why they said like that...
This was the first time I experienced what was the feeling
I don't want this kind of thing happen again (perhaps it won't happen again)

Thank you,
you let me know I don't have you and I am still have a lot of friend who is caring, loving me.

I remember one person told me that I am very brave, and I was not responded.
Now I can tell you why I need to be brave
" I did not want to brave, but I do not have a reliable shoulder. Even id I am timid and I must masquerade as I am brave. "

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Vivian Fan

Untitled

Now I'm very crazy about Big Bang
when people talk about Big Bang I will very ge poh
because I want know what they are talking about my Big Bang~ <3
So...
My blog' songs now almost all is Big Bang songs~~:P

Hahaaa....(fake laugh)
I'm very upset about my friendship...
Suddenly, they don't care about you
Suddenly, they don't chat with you
Suddenly, they change their direction
Suddenly...
It is so many suddenly for me...
until now I still can't accept all this things
Am I sad?
Yes, of course I'm sad... How can I don't sad about that?
Tell me how can?
I just can keep it in my deep part from my heart
when I can't tolerate, I will call my best friend-------RENE LAW
She tell me what can I do, what should I do...
After I chatted with her, I relaxed...
Sometimes I feel sad and I want to cry, but in school only feel that sadness
I cant cry without reason...
I didn't cry, my eyes and nose just dye some red colour only....
When I want ask the reason, I'll imaging some answer if is not I want, so what should I do?
I'm too afraid to face the problems, I scare I'll cry in front all of you...

Big Bang's songs can comfort me when I am sad
Big Bang can let me move from sadness for awhile
Big Bang will not leave me alone
Big Bang will not hurt me
Big Bang will always be my side, because they will never left they VIP in the sadness!!!

Za,
Thank you for let me know Big Bang, our 5 precious diamonds<3
They help me a lot, when I'm sad...
:')

Yes, my English is bad. But I will try my best, when I have language mistakes, just tell me
I will change....


This is my 5 hushand <3
:3

 G-Dragon , Kwon Jiyong 

 T.O.P , Choi Seunghyun

Taeyang , Dong Yongbae

Seungri , Lee Seunghyun

Daesung , Kang Daesung

My 5 handsome and cute husband<3

Big Bang always 5 people, if change member or lost a member

It's not BIG BANG 

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Vivian Fan

nothing to write...

hello~
(hemhem....)
long time no "see":D
how are you guys?

 jiang jiang jiang jiang~!
"my" new camera
Canon s100
it take photo nice and very easy to use...


actually I don't know what I gonna to write now-.-

Now I am watching a drama call "I love you so much" "粉爱粉爱你"
This drama is quite funny and it was made me cried....
I like the heroine, she is soo cute~
and I want the love shape brush ,diamond brush and the heroine's purse...
who can buy for me?? : /
( I want it>< )






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Vivian Fan

Hello To Myself Lyrics

English


Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter
Where are you - how close are you
To the dream that I wanted so bad?

Here, I'm still falling and crying again
I'm hurt and tired and have no strength to get up
But you would probably see me and smile

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you comfort me, saying don't cry?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you tell me that I can do it?
Hello hello - don't cry - Hello hello - get up

How are you - how is it to fulfill your dream?
Doesn't it hurt when you pinch yourself?
Or is it sometimes boring because it's become a normal routine for you?
If you ever get lonely and tired, will you remember me, who used to dream here?

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you be happy to the point where your heart overflows?
Hello hello, smile - Hello hello, just like that

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you not forget me, who used to dream?

Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter




华语


Hello 现在是2012年2月，是很冷的冬天
Where are you 距离你的梦想，是否已经到了触手可及之处?
我依然在跌倒、哭泣、受了伤又感到疲倦，甚至连起身的力气也消失了
而你，正看着我嘲笑我吧

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你安慰我，不要哭了
Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你告诉我，我做得到
Hello , hello 不要哭 - Hello , hello 快起来

How are you 怎么样? 实现梦想之后，是不是真的连捏自己都不会痛了?
也许，对于现在的你来说，一成不变得像是让人厌倦的日常生活
当你感到孤单的时候，是否也会想起在这里做着梦的我?

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你微笑着想着这里的我
Hello to myself , hello to myself 让心里满满地都是幸福
Hello , hello 笑吧 - Hello , hello 就这样

Hello to myself , hello to myself 请你微笑着想着这里的我
Hello to myself , hello to myself 让心里满满地都是幸福

Hello 现在是2012年2月，是很冷的冬天



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Vivian Fan

Tay Kewei - "Fallin" MV [HD]

This song is nice:)

To Anna Ng ♥

我知道你的生日快到了
所以我就写一篇关于你的文章...

爱龄，
生日快乐
我好庆幸你妈咪会在1998年3月23日的这一天把你生下
因为要不是有你的爸爸和妈咪
我们都不可能会认识彼此。

我们总爱
发大小姐的脾气
吵架
说人坏话
一起逛街
聊聊是非
向对方哭诉

我们不喜欢三个人一起逛街，因为我们两个都会忽略掉另外一个人
我们讨厌做作的人

我们有共同的梦想:-
婚纱设计师

我们在信息的时候，总爱用肉麻的字称呼对方。
我们在讲电话的时候，我总是不舍得盖电话，因为我们总有讲不完的话题。
我们约定了每一年的生日，我们都要一起度过。

宝贝，生日快乐:)
好高兴你在1998年的3月23日出生噢 ^^(Y)
我国的人口超过2800000（2800万）
我们要在2800000（2800万）里认识到彼此的机率是非常非常少的
现在我们不但认识了彼此
我们还当了最要好最要好的朋友
还有
更珍贵的是我们认识超过7年了。
让我们一起携手打破目前的纪录吧:D
加油! ♥



















可爱、漂亮的我们 : 3 (perasan)






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Vivian Fan

Some sentence that I like most

1. Knowledge cannot replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot then lose you.


2. Every person need a friend to make them laugh when they think they will never smile again.


3. True friend like diamond, it's very precious and rare; False friend like leaves, it's can found everywhere.


4. Life like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.


5. Real girls aren't perfect; Perfect girls aren't real.


6. Sometimes when I push you away, it's because I need you to pull me closer.


7. Lies will always be bitter in the end, no matter how sweet you made it at the beginning.


8. I will be strong enough to make you feel bad.


9. If you don't ask, the answer will always be NO.


10. If you hate me, you're the loser, not me.


11. Nobody is rich enough to buy back their own past.


12. Tears are the silent language of grief.


13. We don't have the choice to choose where we came from, but we can choose where we go to.


14. Learning is a gift. Even when pain is your teacher.


15. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the 
imperfection.


16. What other people think of you is none of your business.


17. If you do not learn to think when you are young, you may never learn.


18. There is not such thing as darkness; only a failure to see.


19. Miracle sometimes occur, but one has to work terribly for theme.


20.Earth the reason why is round, because god wants those who get lost or lost to re-encounter. 













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Vivian Fan

My new toy ♥

Nahhh! This was my new toy!
haha, im so happy!

these was what i did:P

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Vivian Fan

我♥你!!!

我喜欢跟小学朋友讲我的心事
毕竟我们都认识了那么多年
他们了解我是个怎样的人=.=

跟他们讲话时
我觉得最轻松了
不必顾及那么多东西...

Anna Ng, Rene Law I love youxD
谢谢你们常听我说有的没的
有时还会跟我讲一大堆道理
解开我所有的问题
（感动)T^T
我最开心是有一堆
听我诉的兄弟姐妹:D
Thank You!!!><






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Vivian Fan

好期待♥

哇!
我好期待我的mini instax 25 的到来哦
它将会是我的新玩具:P
哈哈
不知道它几时才来我的怀抱:3

PS: 享受人生才是真正的王道! （这是我说的噢xDD）
      Rene Law 曾经说过 “人生就是将...不是哭就是笑”
      所以要笑着过你们的人生噢
      不要老了才后悔嗯:)

晚安:)




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Vivian Fan

to the person who is "SAM BA"!!!

"不要做出对不起朋友的事?"
what you mean?
please dont simply scold people
without know every things!
you will hurt the person who is innocent!



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Vivian Fan

F.T lsland

ARHHH!!! (scream)
this Saturday i'm going to F.T Island concert!!
OMG!
i'm so happy!!!
because i get rock zone ticket!!! ahh(scream again)
haha
i'll post the photos (if i remember to bring my camera)
llala~~~







bye~<3


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Vivian Fan

微笑吧:)